haf been filin bad dese daes . . laike sumtinz eatin my hapynezz awae . . dun knw where to begin . . de past 2 daez i quarrel wif my sis' . . den i reali mish my guy . . n nw i haf 4 more daez til de reveal . . man . . wat shld i do . . i dun wana hurt him . . bt i also dun wana go wif him . . i asked for opinions frm NORZ , LIL' DANCER , VANAE , HEIDI , MARVIN , PRAVIN . . sum more . . motst of dem gav me almost de same ans . . "ITS UR CHOICE . . BT HE IS A GUD GUY" . . i had a mth to think abt it . . n guess wat . . i had de ans after a wk . . i juz spent de rest of de daes correctin if i made a gud choice . . no one knows de ans . . it was rather a diff choice . . bt it was right . . juz hope dat no1 thinkz diff . . n hope HE doesnt fil hurt . . i love him bt i like him . .
aniwae 2dae had laughed alot . . bt it still cnt keep my smilin or hapy . . even though me n HEIDI was punchin n slapin each other . . it was fun n pain ful at first . . it laike drained out so damn fast . . i dun knw y . . cn U tel me y ? ? haish . . . after dat wen we went of frm skul n set our routes apart . .
. . i met wif my sis fren . . HADI . . he was kinda cute . . bt i make him laike a little bro / small boi . . hahakz . . he asked if i could get him a pack . . n after askin 4 of my frenz . . i finali gt it . . he was laike smilin so widely . . frm ear to ear . . he came out wif his fren . . his fren too was smilin widely . . den he gav me 5 sticks for fre . . wow huh . . yeah . . it was nice of him . . nvm . . im gona giv it to my papa 2mrw . . yeapz . .
